why blog then?
I badly want to blog now. I feel I’m in the mood to write something but I cannot think of anything to write about.
But there are times also when I have things in my mind that are worth blogging but my chronic laziness prevents me from writing it down.
What’s good about blogging is that - at least for me - I am so concious and careful about what to write bout and how it is written. Thinking I have so many readership who are eagerly awaiting my new blog when in fact there are none. But knowing this almost contemptible situation means that I have only myself to please from the very start. Everything that I blog here is for my own consumption.
The best part of this whole thing and also my wish is that in the future I will still have access to my blog. It will be like looking at old photos. I was tempted to say ‘old diary’ but I never experienced reading my own or someone else’s old diary, so… like I said I’m only writing for myself here so why should I write something I couldn’t relate to.
Though I created this blog so I could express myself freely, which under normal circumstances I couldn’t do, I still end up shy of going all out which leads me back to the question: why blog then? because in the back of my mind I still insist my blog is widely read.
